I Miss Chloe.

With Chloe away on a school trip to France, my evenings are going to lack the usual laughter they're filled with. It feels weird sitting in my bedroom on my own. I'm used to her being here, stealing my cigarettes and entertaining me. I wish she'd hurry up and come home but she's only been gone one day. Before she went last night, I was taunting her and predicting her ferry would sink. I wish I hadn't now, I was laid awake at 3am in a cold sweat, knowing that if it actually happened, I would be entirely to blame. I need her home as soon as possible, my nights are tedious without any company. Even my mother commented how it feels different without her around. Even though we aren't related, I like to call her my little sister, we've been practically joined at the hip since we were little kids. I can talk to her about anything and everything and I can say, I was almost in tears when she left my house on the night she was setting off for France. Oh well, I hope she has a good time and brings me something nice back from Disneyland!

Peace out,
Bethany Louise.